Living a better life? YES I AM!
after having a looooong path of complicated life, I finally moved on. I can't thank God enough to keep me tough and giving me plenty of amazing friends who supported me that much at that time : ))
Now I don't have to worry about anything. Anything which used to turn me to the bad mood mode: on. It's like losing 1oo kg of weight, can you imagine how reliefing it is? I found a quote and I love it so bad. It says : It might be stormy now, but it can't rain forever. Life is never going on like you always want it to be. Life is like a rolling wheel, you can't just hanging on it's upside but there'll be a time that you're on it's downside. While you're spinning on that wheel, you probably through a lot of things. If it's good then take it, keep it and memorize it. If it's bad, don't ever regret it, when you regret it, it will be worse than ever, make it a lesson for you to be a better person in the future. I'm not just talking shits, I did it all.
I almost forgot, I'd like to introduce a girl, she's one of my best mates, Her name is Syarafina Vidyadana. I'm glad I found her and I love her so bad. Know why? Because of her, I'm standing still right now. She wrote 2 posts for me which both of it are really sweet and awesome (you can check it out yourself in her own blog). After I read those posts, I feel like I absolutely stupid to let myself waste my time and my life for not-so-important thing. The thing I learn from both of her post is don't worry about the thing you shouldn't worry about, if it meant to be yours, it'll be yours someday and forever. Right after I've done reading it, I printed it and when I started to feel sad, I would read it, again and again. And I learn about lots of things about life from her, she's the expert haha thanks a lot vi ; )
xxoo.
Kamis, 14 Mei 2009
Senin, 11 Mei 2009
especially for you
Dedicated to Tyka, Avi, Bella, Hana, Rara, Alifa, Sasa, Dea, Audy, Petra, Gilang and Him
As time goes by, we were getting closer each and everyday. Till one day I found out that this feeling was growing up bigger after he came in. I felt like this is it, he is what I've been looking for.
Everyday he filled my time with happiness. Every night he came by my dream. And There is him in every breath that I take. I never thought that I could find someone like him.
There are lots of things we've been trough. Lots of memories that we've made. So many laughs and joys that we've shared. It all are amazing, very amazing.
You're the reason why I want to open my eyes every morning, why I want to take a breath every second, and why I want to stand up for this life. I really thankgod for all the things that I've done with you.
I've never had a thought of losing you. Never had a dream that you would leaving me alone. And I never thought that it would happened to me, to us. I broke down on the day you left. I felt my lung was running out of air. It hurts a lot, freakin' hurts. I don't know why it happened to me. I couldn't do such things like before. Oh god, I just wanted to go somewhere, somewhere that the sadness won't find me. I don't want to be miserable like this!
But then, I just realized that I have lots of very wonderful friends who would there for me when I really need them. They really helped me out of this shits. They tried all the things to make me happy and keep me strong, everyday. They could've told me to stop talking about him because they've already gone sick to listen to my story, but the thing that i really love about them is they didn't. They kept listening all of the fucking stories and hearing me whining and crying. What amazing friends, aren't they? The thing i regreted so bad about my friends was I should've known that I've got to love my friends more than someone I really like. I'm really sorry guys. But hey, I love you all more than ever now hehe
Now, the brighter day has come. I don't cry and whine anymore. enough is enough. I've got to get a move on with my life. I don't regret for what happened and what I've done. Those are blesses from god, maybe god wanted to tell me that he's not the right guy for me. And now, I'll fill my life with loves and laughs, no more tears : ))
maaf ya kalo bahasa inggris nya ancur hehe ;p
As time goes by, we were getting closer each and everyday. Till one day I found out that this feeling was growing up bigger after he came in. I felt like this is it, he is what I've been looking for.
Everyday he filled my time with happiness. Every night he came by my dream. And There is him in every breath that I take. I never thought that I could find someone like him.
There are lots of things we've been trough. Lots of memories that we've made. So many laughs and joys that we've shared. It all are amazing, very amazing.
You're the reason why I want to open my eyes every morning, why I want to take a breath every second, and why I want to stand up for this life. I really thankgod for all the things that I've done with you.
I've never had a thought of losing you. Never had a dream that you would leaving me alone. And I never thought that it would happened to me, to us. I broke down on the day you left. I felt my lung was running out of air. It hurts a lot, freakin' hurts. I don't know why it happened to me. I couldn't do such things like before. Oh god, I just wanted to go somewhere, somewhere that the sadness won't find me. I don't want to be miserable like this!
But then, I just realized that I have lots of very wonderful friends who would there for me when I really need them. They really helped me out of this shits. They tried all the things to make me happy and keep me strong, everyday. They could've told me to stop talking about him because they've already gone sick to listen to my story, but the thing that i really love about them is they didn't. They kept listening all of the fucking stories and hearing me whining and crying. What amazing friends, aren't they? The thing i regreted so bad about my friends was I should've known that I've got to love my friends more than someone I really like. I'm really sorry guys. But hey, I love you all more than ever now hehe
Now, the brighter day has come. I don't cry and whine anymore. enough is enough. I've got to get a move on with my life. I don't regret for what happened and what I've done. Those are blesses from god, maybe god wanted to tell me that he's not the right guy for me. And now, I'll fill my life with loves and laughs, no more tears : ))
maaf ya kalo bahasa inggris nya ancur hehe ;p
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